I don't even know anymore. Pardon my crudeness, but everything has gone straight to Hell.
I'm tired of getting my hopes up. It only makes it harder when everything just gets worse.
It's getting almost impossible to be able to see the good in anything or anyone. I know it's there, and it's unlike me to do this, but I just don't care anymore. I need something worth living for and honestly. I'm afraid that I'm running out of time to find it. Tired of pretending every day that everything is fine, just fine.
Tired of wishing I could just get away from my life, one way or another.